Useless

Sometimes I need pictures to describe how I feel because words don't work. This is how I feel when I lose control of myself. Alone, on my last leg which isn't very supportive, coming undone, disgust, ashamed, losing the original person, becoming nothing. But those words don't sound right or look right. It's not how I want to admit to myself that I feel a certain way. I can't find the right emotion.
This was taken at an old amusement park that has since been shut down.
I desaturated the picture to make it feel colder.